Recovery

Well today was not quite as bad as i thought it would be, but definetly was a heart breaking day. Her balance was all off, she couldnt walk which upset her. But all is well and she is slowly getting her spirit back. The dr said she should be back to normal tomorrow...so i guess we will see.

Time For Surgery :o(

Well the time has come for Natalie to get the tubes put in her ears. We have to be at the hospital at 8:30 am tomorrow morning. I have just been so nervous this past week. The dr. told me the procedure literally only takes 5 minutes, and I know its a procedure that is done allllll the time, but Im just so nervous and i cant seem to be ok with the fact that she is having this done. I know she needs it, i am the one who fought for this procedure, but just the thought of her being out of my sight and her well being is in someone elses hands, ugh i just cant get myself to be reassured that everything will be ok. I know in my heart that all will be ok, i think...but i just cant shake the uneasy feeling....

Man, this is an outpatient surgery, Id hate to see myself if she ever had to have a real surgery...but ill knock on wood that she wil never need it.

I will let you all know how it goes.