Well the time has come for Natalie to get the tubes put in her ears. We have to be at the hospital at 8:30 am tomorrow morning. I have just been so nervous this past week. The dr. told me the procedure literally only takes 5 minutes, and I know its a procedure that is done allllll the time, but Im just so nervous and i cant seem to be ok with the fact that she is having this done. I know she needs it, i am the one who fought for this procedure, but just the thought of her being out of my sight and her well being is in someone elses hands, ugh i just cant get myself to be reassured that everything will be ok. I know in my heart that all will be ok, i think...but i just cant shake the uneasy feeling....
Man, this is an outpatient surgery, Id hate to see myself if she ever had to have a real surgery...but ill knock on wood that she wil never need it.
I will let you all know how it goes.

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